Hey Everyone, This song means a lot to me.
Hope you can relate!
beat by: @djswiffy
lyrics, composition, video edit: @janasongs4
I tell you everything from the beginning/ Where should I start?/ No person could ever reach your level/ No one laughs like you do/ You disrupted my sleep and my mind/ Next to you I was speechless and you were eloquent/ A day without you and my smile faded away/ Admit it we were more than soulmates/ We were one like the sea and the sand/ This here drives me crazy until I can’t no more/ Please don’t say: “It doesn’t matter. Someday.”/ If you deserved me I’d get something back/ Then you’d love me for who I am/ And I didn’t have to pretend to be someone else/ Your laugh, your eyes, your aura/ I’m right back where I was last year/ In thoughts, when we were more than just friends/ Don’t say that you being into me was just an illusion/ I was lacking something in my situation/ You were my projection, my motivation, my inspiration/ Could we please do it again, do it again/
Now I think about last year one last time/ And how it could have been/ How I could’ve cried at our farewell/ One last time, about last year/ When you fascinated me and when you were interested in me/ When we were more than just friends/
I thought about you every day/ Are you good? Are you relaxing, are you having fun?/ I was wondering why you were with him cause’ I would have been a better match/ I was wondering what you were doing/ And I ignored that I was still into you/ ‘Ok, nice, goodbye then.’/ Not more than a hug and that was it/
I felt so degraded and empty/ I wanted much and even more/ But it doesn’t work right now/ I don’t get it/ I’m sitting on the bus, it’s eight thirty/ My longing is tearing me up/ I don’t know, I don’t get it/ When does this stop?/ It’s my stupid me that keeps falling into a one-sided love/ even though I know it won’t work/ Why do I cry when I don’t get what I want?/ You don’t care, I don’t deserve this/ I missed you so much/ How much, Y’all don’t know/ Please don’t forget about me/ You don’t seem to miss me/ It’d be perfect with you, It’d be sweet with you/ We spend lot’s of time with each other/ You were giving me false hope/ All I thought about was you and I / And how it’d be to be with you/