Hey! I've been singing most of my life, and recently decided to get back into it! As a kid I use to peform a lot which brought me so much joy I knew I had to get back into singing. I'm currently 17 and following my dream, so thank you to anyone who's supporting me.

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Well I’m almost 20, so I thought before that day comes I’d write up a song about the past nineteen years of my life. I made it to nineteen, I never thought I would. Now to see if I can make it to my dream ❤️✨

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Nineteen

What a shock
That you mock
When I fantasise
I miss the iron in the air
And a threat to lobotomise
Men trying to tear me apart
I don't care if we share the same blood
Poor kid, guess they missed
A chance to feel alive
Pupils blown
Now they know
What caused the apprehension
My eyes recreating the facial recognition

Feel like I'm going too fast
My mind is taking me to the past
So I lock myself in hotel rooms
Take some pills
And wake anew

Never thought I'd get this far
Thought I'd be
Alive or dead
Locked up or in a casket
A twisted obsession with figuring out
How I lost it
I never thought this hell I made

So sick
I was picked
To wear a dress of lies
Smeared my makeup
Embraced the want to die
Wanted to prove I was willing to kill
Both myself and anyone who made me ill

Feel like I'm going too fast
My mind is taking me to the past
So I lock myself in hotel rooms
Take some pills
And wake anew

Never thought I'd get this far
Thought I'd be
Alive or dead
Locked up or in a casket
A twisted obsession with figuring out
How I lost it
I never thought this hell I made

Never thought I'd make to nineteen
I wonder if I can make to my dream
Never thought I'd make to nineteen
I wonder if I can make to my dream

Never thought I'd get this far
Thought I'd be
Alive or dead
Locked up or in a casket
A twisted obsession with figuring out
How I lost it
I never thought this hell I made

Never thought I'd make to nineteen
I wonder if I can make to my dream

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